Oh my. That is very difficult to read. Praying for you and your family.
I think many of us are sharing similar sentiments as you. I am required to be at school this week to teach, and any of my students could easily be undetected carriers. We have made it optional attendance, but parents are messaging me sharing how this is such a scary time of so many unknowns. If we're closed for the rest of the year, I could very easily see many families' jobs, including my own, being cut. My wife works in an accounting firm and this is their BUSY season, so there is no way for her to stay home...so she's interacting with people and their mailings from all over the country. So many different circumstances for each individual. Just a reminder of how small our world really is when looking at the big picture.
May you have some clarity and peace about what lies ahead in such a confusing time.