Sorry I’ve been absent all - life can be one hell of a ride.
But whatever is bothering you that isn’t consequential - let it go.
My Mom was out of the ICU for that lone day I sent - but she’s been back since. NJ lifted COVID restrictions so I drove the 4.5 hours to see her.
She’s dying and today was the hardest day of my life because that became a lucid reality.
Even my closest friends don’t know but the anonymity we share and the deep love of odd things we have is enough for me. You’ve all been so wonderful to me.
I love her so much and the world won’t be the same