If you were someone who fully bought in to the lockdowns, followed all the rules, and think it should continue as long as needed at the cost of your job, relationships, savings account, retirement account, business etc... I could see reasons for you to be very defensive and angry seeing people not following your lead but not dying from this, either. I can also see why stories of hospitals being under capacity would cause rage. It’s basically a betrayal of the main reason you destroyed your own life to fight this virus. Must be a shitty feeling.